There are many instances in life where we seem to regret the choices we made. Where to eat on your first date, What to wear on your dinner party and even what to say when you are sitting next to the girl/boy you fancy. Watching as your own life unfolds in the third person perspective helps us gain the reality of our choices by simply not thinking too much about it. Since the wrong idea will almost certainly hurt the first person, mildly affects the second person who might be the one to introduce the idea, but who could blame the third person who is just watching everything from afar like Victorian war royalties with their woman and silly umbrellas.
Too bad that the idea of making your life choices in third person makes you somewhat a reckless person since it takes you almost no time to decide whether or not to have spicy food for dinner when you know you have an early class tomorrow. Its not all bad of course as you start to get a grip of how to accept the choices you made and stand by it, the less time you spend on deciding whether or not to put some hot sauce on your fried chicken and more time enjoying the chicken itself.
Sometimes we worry ourselves to death by small things in life when actually we play no part in the grand scheme of things. We worry whether or not we are going to pass the test, or is there a possibility of getting into a relationship when virtually everything you do is lie down on your bed and reading other people's blogs or laughing at ridiculous clips of babies and cats. At least that is a start.
Nasty long entries with no solid fixed point at all. In the end, it boils down to the way you react to these choices and not pondering around thinking if you got it right this time because there are no good or bad choices, there are only hard choices since no choice has a simple outcome and the ability to accept the choices you make helps you become the people that someday may have a place in the grand scheme of things. For now, just sit back and enjoy as the baby bit his brother's finger.
"There are no lefts or rights in this life, only you and a bunch of people who think you're you"
